Use the Weekend to Build the Life you Want, Instead of Trying to Escape the Life You Have. A quote from Jari Roomer will help you clarify the things you are doing wrong every weekend
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https://betterhumans.pub/use-the-weekend-to-build-the-life-you-want-instead-of-trying-to-escape-the-life-you-have-7a2717ea3a8c